Silly Cerebration

Happens every time. Every frigging time.

When things take a turn for good after 'ages', there's this sudden bang on the door, proclaiming its existence like always. I ask, 'Why'? 

Just to give an impression of the fact that nothing has actually changed at all. 

But then, you see, changes are there. Apparent modifications. The hearts knows the truth that they contain. There can be no hardcore transformation of any sort if you can't have control over yourself. Your soul needs a makeover. I emphasize on Self-Analysis just because it gives me some wretched truths about myself. At every point of life, you ought to make changes. Improvements. Even if it's a drop in the ocean of deeds, it will suffice. What is needed is a consistent attitude. Period.

Ups and downs are a part of your growing phase. Sometimes, only the latter will dominate but then, it will be okay- with time. The former can only boost your spirits up. In the end, there needs to be that 'contentment' which will make you realize that - yes, you're worth it. You are not a waste. You can do something productive. Just one step and you're done. There will be positivism all around. Yes, there will be temptations; you will be lured but all you need is an apt brain to control your fragile emotions. Trust me, it's a process worth considering. Sort of difficult but not impossible. 

This write-up was too spontaneous. These ad-lib remarks came straight from my heart, no kidding. After all, how can you let it worsen just because of a random silly celebration? 

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